As I get older (and hopefully wiser…!), I noticed how hard I can GRASP at life itself. It can appear like:
Thinking that I need to handle it myself. So the idea of asking for help never came into my mind.
Being the tough one, the one that provides ALLLL the answers. Exhausting this.
Getting fixated on how certain things should look like. Sometimes big things like success, happiness, being a good parent… sometimes the small, like “I should not eat instant noodles at night.”
Relying more on external validation rather than what feels right for me aka intutionWe recently went for a staycay and i was drawn to drip Surrender in the bathtub and soak. Soaking and dissolving….
my fixated and stuck beliefs stuff I hold on so tightly to, because I don’t trust (enough). Trusting people, trusting God. deep fears that I’ll be let down and wanted to protect myself from… but which also suffocate possibilities of truly living….Does any of these speak to you?
We are almost coming to the last 3 months of 2020… May the rest of the year unfold beautifully and gently for us all.
